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Wednesday, February 23, 2005 Have not written here that much these past few (?) days. And its not because there is nothing to write about but because there's quite a lot going on thatI can't seem to get myself in the mood to right about them. It all started that day when I got a call from this companyasking me for a job interview. They called me once before but I didn't really got to attend the interview they set. Anyway, to cut to the chase,when they called back I already went ahead toprocess the application. And man, I was in Makati till 10 or 11 pm for a series of interviews. And then I was asked to come back the following day for the job offer. Cool! But the night before, as I was in Mcdonald's Paseo , my Mom called me up and we sort of had an argument because she didn't really want me to work in Makati. It is far from where I live, that I admit. So the next day, after the job offer ( which I haven't signed yet up to this day) I went to Eastwood to apply to another company. I got an e-mail from them weeks before invitng me for a n interview.I was surprised because after the interview I was told that I am already in for the training come March. The same thing was said to my friend Claudia ( got surpirsed when I saw her also applying that same day I did) ...that she is in for the training. But I really didn't want to believe it so I went back the next day to ask them if it is already sure. The lady I got to talk to assured me of it and even answered my inquiry on salary and stuff. But now, just a few days till March, I am confused and unsure again as to what to do. I am scheduled for training with the Makati company come february 28. However, I really don't think I wouldlike to take that job because it really is far and since there's no telling what my sched would be, I don't think it wise to accept that. However, it turned out that this Eastwood job is not as sure as I thought it to be. They had a meeting last week and the OPS department wants to also interview the shortlisted applicants before we get to be officially in for the training. It really is irritating to know that because they did say twice that I am already in for the training. Aargh! So now, I dunno what to do. They have not yet called me up for the final interview prior to hiring , and February 28 is already on Monday.Will I really pass up on a sure job for something that's not yet guaranteed? What if they won't even call me back for the interview? They don't seem to be that organized at all. That's how confused and pressured I am nowadays. If only Makati is near I would have jumped at the job offer already. Another thing, the Eastwood company offers a bigger salary. I am really thinking of just turning down the Makati offer because there are instances when my schedule of work could be at 2 am. How the heck am I going to go there at that time? If I would go there earlier, that would mean getting less sleep than I need. The long travel time would also eat up on my sleep time. Yikes! I can't afford to let myself go through that. Not again. I guess I just really have to take the risk in turning that down for the chance with the nearer job. If I will not be accepted for the latter ( which would really suck because I am turning down a sure job offer for it and besided they already said twice before that I am in at least for the training), I will just look for another job that's near my place. The truth is there is no rush for me to get a job because we do have a business. Its just that when I started sending applications, I feel like might as well get one. I have already out in some effort, why not pursue it? That's just me...even in love ( just had to squeeze that in. lol!) To those reading this, I just really feel like ranting and letting out some steam. If you were in my shoes, what would you do? Just asking. Moonflower bloomed at 2:07 PM }
Thursday, February 03, 2005 This Thing Called You And I Sometimes I get so speechless and I don't know what to say. That orI can't say it quite well in a way that would give justice to what I feel and to what this whole thing is like. I try, you know I do, but I don't want to mess it up or make it appear less than what it is. I do hope everyone will see and feel it, too. This is my attemptat it because this is as raw and as open as one can get. The gems I keep inside me are in here for people to know. But even if they don't get it, it is enough that it is there. And that we understand.      Note: This is not for the cynics and the jaded out there ( and I was one too) or for those wh simply do not like mushy stuff.But if you still want to read this, go on.Just don't tell me I didn't warn you. Kahit anong mangyari my love will always remain consistent in the midst of trials ganun din ako. I am here for you...always. So do take care, please? When I get stern in reminding you of this and that, know that it it is because I care. Don't be afraid because I am here and it will be alright. Wala kong maipagmamalaki sa yo. I just love you deep in my heart and I wish happiness for the both of us. I hope you will be strong. You have so many things to be proud of but you have always been so modest about it...and that is why I love you even more. You are so humble and meek and gentle but deep down I know you are strong.Know that I am here with you and that you need not fear in facing the situaiton you are in right now. Hugs to my little cute and adorable fairy princess You called me a princess... and you called me little even if I am not. hihi! *blush* hugz to you too my sweet, charming prince! I think and I know my fairytale just came true when I found you.  I am so lucky you became my gf haven't I told you I feel the same? Well, I do. Noon pa lang alam ko ng napakabuti mo so I see no reason to leave you Aww... you have no idea... I'm so elated. You are the only one I trust. And you're the only one to whom my heart beats for. Dapat lang coz if some other woman would take you away from me... you know I would fight for you. And I have a right to, dammit! lol! But I would also give you up if it means giving you your happiness. You know me... I have no deceitful intentions. Alam kong you speak now out of your experience. It is normal sometimes that we have been failed or fooled by somebody. The important thing is you don't lose hope. If there are lies, all the mroe that there are truths. Time will prove it to you. It will come to pass. Thank you so much for respecting me and understanding me and being so patient and ... you're really here.I can't believe it but you really are here. I must have done something good... ooh oh bring out the hanky. Nakakainlove tlga ang sang tulad mo. Ngayon pa lang ko nakatagpo ng tulad mo.Thanks for the warmth of your love. I love you for that. I dunno what to say except this ( and hiramin ko sa mga pamangkin ko) ikaw pinakasweet sa lahat ng sweet. You are the kindest that I ever met kasi di ka basta magagalitin at marunong ka magtiwala at ipaglaban feelings mo oh my ... didn't see myself as such. I guess you are slowly changing and healing me in ways that I didn't know or expect.I did tell you about my history of jealousy and burts of anger and stuff but you don't see me as how I was but how I am and how I will be.now tears are staring to form... happy tears. I love you , too. I hope we don't underestimate our relationship lalo na ngayon na I am starting to fall in love with you even more. and I blush and swoon and ...uh oh a happy tear just fell. I am sorry if there are times when I sound like I am bored or not so interested. I just wish wecan talk and spend time more often.But I really understand. First things first...you know that. Attend to that first ( and know that I am with you) and I will also work on my side to be able to dedicate more time for you and for us without too much strain. I love you my baby, my prince! |
