If I Ain't Got You...

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I Love you!
From A Walk To Remember
Landon: Can you find this star, right here?
Jamie: Sure. So why am I looking for this star?
Landon: Because I had it named for you. See?
It's official. It's from the International Star Registry.
Jamie: This is wonderful... I love you.

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Sunday, October 24, 2004

Just To Sometimes Be Hugged...err... Just To Be Hugged Sometimes ( lol!)

I miss being hugged. I miss the warm, fuzzy feeling a sincere hug could give. I miss moments when I would just be sitting in a corner and a friendly face would approach me, and would reach out to envelop me in his or her arms. No words would be said. Instant recogniton would be written in our face and eyes. Within the moment of hugging someone, no one would have to be wiser. Or stronger. Or better at this or that. No struggle. No competition...especially with myself . I wouldn't have to put on a tough facade, or an aloof stance, or be in a corner just by myself again as how it has been for some parts of my life. At least not for a few seconds.

It was never my intent but I guess I have always been used to observing and being the quiet one. I prefer to express myself with the use of a pen. I admit I don't reach out too quickly and I guess that makes people not want to get close to me. But because of my penchant for singing and dancing ( although i'm a so-so dancer) and expressing myself and my opinion for people to hear, there were a number of times when the spotlight was on me and I enjoyed them.Deep inside I am a ham. I do like it. But after all that, I tend to go back to my own corner . And then I would ponder on a number of things. I just sometimes wish that being exposed to others wouldn't have to be so lonely. Being quiet could get sad at times but sometimes it is lonelier and more cruel to be in a crowd. One thing about doing things that I like, some of them would involve the risk of being under public scrutiny. People would see me and would think that in that brief moment they saw the spotlight on me , they know me all too well.

And why the mention of these things? It is because I have realized that whether I am in a crowd or by myself, I know it wouldn't be so bad if I could just give and receive a hug. Find solace in it. In a few seconds or in a minute, the world would be muted... like things would be hushed by a blanket of snow. The dreamer and active me, my aspirations and the thoughts of the others around me would co-exist but for a few seconds I would simply be myself and stripped of labels and prejudice. Even the "loner" part of me would dissolve, at least for the time being. I would only have myself and the other person reaching out to me, being aware only of the simplest things, the warmth from one person to the other, the beating of my heart, and the rising and falling of the other person's back on my palms, the meekness and beauty of it all.

Moonflower bloomed at 1:04 PM }

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Let Me Show You The Way...

I am so in love with the Lacoste Touch of Pink commercial. It is the most beautiful I have ever seen in a long time!

Go to http://www.pinklacoste.com or www.lacoste.com/usa/ to see the print and tv ads with Model and Danish singer Natasha Thomas ( i swear she is so perfect for the ad!)

The tv ad as described on the Lacoste website:

" Everday day is filled with moments of pleasure and delight. TOUCH OF PINK is the spirit of feminine vitality that brings them to life: a kindled sensibility to the hundred happy chances in a day. This is the essence of the TOUCH OF PINK television campaign.

It is a simple story. A girl walks down a boulevard early one spring morning. She does not seem to be going anywhere in particular, just enjoying the sunlight and the sheer pleasure of moving about the city. Just then a shadow flits acrosss her face: it is a kite, floating in the breeze. She tries to catch it but it flies away, and on a sudeen whim she follows in pursuit. With a hip, a skip, a hop, a dash- off she goes, wherever it may lead. In the end she does not catch the kite, but what does it matter? The fun has been in the chase, and her adventure has been its own reward.
( oh so true!)"

And here is the lyrics to the song ( or at least parts of it) in the tv ad that just mesmerizes me whenever I hear it:

" Let me show you the way
It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy
Let me show you the way
Or just say what you say so easily
In the game of a heart, you know that
I know that you are mine. "

Moonflower bloomed at 4:20 PM }

Sunday, October 17, 2004

What's New

Yinyang henna tattoo inside the sun ( really cool so I will get a permanent one later!)

Another henna tattoo somewhere ( that's all I can say. lol!) .It is a butterfly
( don't look like one... don't like it much) and underneath is my nickname.

I got a new haircut at Fix Bench Salon.I really like it! . I told the stylist to give me a stylish haircut that would look good on me and he did it! Seldom do I show satisfaction for my haircut so you know I really am happy with it. It is still long but there is something about it that I like. You will see the difference better if in person. I also had my hair colored. It is now reddish brown....something like that.

More importantly, I am trying on a different and more mature outlook towards love, heartbreaks, friendship, trust, respect, and all the idiosyncrasies in me and other people.I am working on being a stronger person in fighting off destructive behavioral patterns, and being more worthy of respect from those I love and most importantly respect from me. I know I may have a haircut that totally rocks and still not have the courage to face myself in the mirror if I don't like the person I have become inside. Some people may say hurtful things about me , and some may be encouraging ( and I highly appreciate them and their concern.... so much!)but this is my battle. It is not that easy...and sometimes I get angry and frustrated I just want to throw in the towel. Sometimes I wonder, where are the days when doing good is the easiest thing to do? But everytime I feel like giving up I remind msyelf it only takes one act to deviate from what I am doing and lose it altogether so I have to keep the fight. I have to be wiser in making decisions and choices, in choosing whom to trust myself and my private thoughts and wishes with because there are many out there who can and will pretend to care, and less of those who are true.
I am glad I am blessed with the choice as to whom to trust and be open with regarding the most private things about myself and my life. And I am practicing that choice right now. I don't regret it. I am comfortable and glad about my decision because something is telling me it is the right thing. I couldn't be more right. They don't ask me to give them trust or anything in return for the faith they put in me. They leave the choice to me as to what I can give and not give them. To them, what is most important is that I do something because it is for my own good. If I give back something to them it is because I want to, it is of my own free will to give what I can give, and not because I feel I have to do it. Those who are true are the people who are not giving up on me even when I feel like giving up on myself. People who standby me. Their ways may vary in showing ther care for me and they may have been, at one point or another, an object of my doubt but I eventually I knew they are for real. And I would not want to offend these people by taking for granted their reminders. These people have their own lives and yet they have somehow made me and my life their concern and that means a whole lot to me. They are my strength, and they always tell me that there is nothing so big we can't face them together. So I am doing it for them. I love them. And I am doing it for myself. I love me.

Moonflower bloomed at 1:33 PM }

Thursday, October 14, 2004

How to know if you're an 80s child

from http://www.megsplace.com/TimeWarp/child.html

You're an 80's child if... (and I've highlighted in pink the ones that especially apply to me)

- You had a crush on one of the New Kids on the Block members
(medyo....liked Jordan Knight)
- You wanted to be on StarSearch.
- You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. Or
even when he had those freaky eyes in "Thriller" at the end of the video.
- You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during
your youth.
- You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off."
( I remember this from The Karate Kid so I guess pwede na rin. lol!)

- You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack."
- You hold a special place in your heart for "Back
to the Future."
- You thought Molly Ringwald was REALLY cool.
- You fell victim to 80's fashion: big hair, crimped, combed over to
the side, and you wore spandex pants (a bit!)
- You've heard of Garbage Pail Kids.
- You knew "The Artist" when he was humbly called "Prince."
(a little bit ulit)
- You ever wore flourescent -neon if you will clothing...or nailpolish)
- You could breakdance, or wished you could.
- You remember when ATARI2 was a state of the art video game system
(somehow)
- You know all the words to "ice ice baby".(not all the words
but i know the song.)
- You remember M.C hammer.
- You own any cassettes.
- You were led to believe that in the year 2000 we'd all be living on the moon.
- You remember and/or own any of the CareBear Glass collection from
Pizza Hut (awww shucks! we didnt have that here...i
think.wish I do but I only had the figurine panini carebears sticker book.
anyway, marking this pink just because. :D)
- Poltergeist freaked you out.
- You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the ONLY female smurf.

- You wanted to communicate with some being named Cinergy, or you wanted green
hair like that lead singer of the Misfits.
- You ever had a Swatch Watch.
- You actually spent countless hours trying to perfect the care-bear stare.
- You had WonderWoman or Superman underoos.
- You Believed that "By the power of Greyskull, you HAD the power!"
- You thought that Transformers were more than meets the eye.

If you can identify with at least half of this list then you, my friend, are a "Child of the 80's." We all remember something special about this time, submit your own reasons to know that you are definetly an 80s child! Here is what some people had to say:

- You ever mismatched your clothes in a vain attempt to emulate "Punky Brewster"
- You remember when a singer having only one big hit was normal.
- You remember when it stopped being fashionable to pull your socks up to your
knees
- Your mother ever warned you about eating Pop Rocks and drink Coke together
- You know how to tease your bangs straight up
- Mr. Hooper's death on Sesame Street profoundly affected you
- You remember the battle between Macho Man, Hulk Hogan, and Andre the Giant
- Two words: Lite Bright
- You know how to make "Friendship bracelets"( or at least I
knew how to)
- When you see the show "Charmed" you have a hard time seeing Alyssa Milano as
anyone else but "Sam"
- You can hum the theme song of the Super Mario Brothers Nintendo game
- You knew Madonna back when she was fairly normal
- You had one arm covered in bangles - silver or jellie gummie style
- You used pink can AquaNet hairspray
- You had a jean jacket, jean purse or jean bookbag (acid-wash, of course!)
- You liked the smell of Strawberry Shortcake Miniatures
- You had to take part in a slum book
- You wore Converse
- You always wondered why Alf could not have fallen in to "your" back yard
- You had all the different types of playdough
- Your ponytail was on the side of your head and you thought you were "hip"
- You can't see a rainbow without thinking of Care Bears or Rainbow
Brite.
- You thought guys with big hair & hawaiian print shirts were cute
(more like fun!)
- You watched She-rah and/or He-Man
- You had little mirrors on your socks and denim jackets
- You collected monster in my pocket figurines
- You remember watching Jem and Rainbow Brite & wishing you were a part of their
world
- You remember what all the hype was about with Dungeons and Dragons
(medyo lang!My Mom didn't want us to play D&D coz people were
saying it is evil. hmmmm...)
- You even watched the D&D cartoon to see if the kids ever got home
- You didn't know a thing about computers but could whoop bowser's butt playing Mario
- You watch Sabrina on TGIF and remember when she played
Clarissa on Nickelodeon( but then I only got to watch Clarissa year 2000 na eh.
- You have ever owned any New Kids, Vanilla Ice, or MC Hammer memorabilia
- You remember when all that was on PBS was Sesame Street and Mister Rogers
- You watched the amazing adventures of spiderman & plasticman on saturday mornings
- You remember when McDonald's sandwiches came in styrofoam boxes
- You remember when the original gameboy from nintendo came out
- You had mass quantities of toys and stuffed animals that pertained to tv shows
- You remember when they added McDonalds and a Silver 'Vette to Barbie's line of toys
- You remember the ultimate 80's movie, ET
- You remember when Pepsi was the choice of a new generation
- You remember when happy meals came in boxes (dito naman sa Pinas in boxes talaga eh)
- You wanted to be a part of Barbie and the Rockers
- You knew what good toons were before anime
- You know that Snorks are underwater Smurfs and not an aquatic breathing device.
- You know that the Shredder isn't just something your mother makes salad with
- You can name all the Thundercats ( I only vaguely remember Cheetara, Lion-O, and the sibs Wilykat and WilyKit)
- You know the real words are Karma Chameleon, not Comma Chameleon(i didnt till
i got older)
- You can still remember the ninja turtle names and colors
(of course!leonardo-blue, michaelangelo-orange, raphael-red,donatello-violet)
- You remember when Polly Pocket actually fit in your pocket
- You have seen a picture of or seen an actual Sega Master System
- You feel that Power Rangers are a gross rip-off of Voltron
(once or twice , yes the thought came to mind but i wouldn't use the word gross
coz i used to watch PR too)
- You remember that the original Megatron turned into a tank
- You can remember there was a time preceding SUV's
- You can still name whole lineup of the "New" Mickey Mouse Club
- You knew who to call when there was "something strange in
your neighborhood"
- You remember the words to at least 10 Holograms and/or Misfits songs
- You remember the first few My Little Pony specials
- You can recite the procedure for forming Voltron
- You had a favorite Ghostbuster
- You still think the coolest superhero movie is the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
- You've downloaded the best 80s theme songs.
- You wanted your own robot sister after watching the sitcom Small Wonder
- You saw the Rainbow Brite/My Little Pony movies at least 5 times
- You think the Beast Wars simply cannot compare to the original Transformers series
- You think He-Man could easily beat all other TV strongmen
- You were ever She-Ra or Rainbow Brite for Halloween
- You appreciate the simple fun of the original Super Mario Bros. Nintendo Game.

- You read the first Baby-Sitters Club and/or Sweet Valley High book when it first
came out (but i used to read Sweet Valley High,
Twins , and College
- You prefer the simple ATARI version of Frogger over the overblown Playstation
version
- You remember when the coolest dinos were the ones on Dinoriders
- You always learned a valuable lesson at the end of each episode of GI Joe
- You've ever told someone to have a "berry" good day (a la Strawberry Shortcake)
- You remember when the hottest huggable toys around were Cabbage Patch Kids dolls
- You wanted to play Chopsticks on a piano on the floor
- You saw Splash and wanted to be a mermaid( so true!loved that movie! )
- You walked like an Egyptian
- You wanted to ride on Falcor(indeed!)
- You remember David Bowie as the Goblin King, not a singer
- You raced home from school for She-Ra and never missed the hidden creature
- You know that the higher the pony-tail the cooler it is
- You sang along to the Ninja Turtles theme song
- You had Ninja Turtles/GI Joe Pajamas
- You put on pink eyeshadow thicker than a hooker in an effort to look cool and
"adult"
- You remember Pound Puppies and all the fun spin-offs
- You wonder how many licks it really takes to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop
- You had a black lace madonna glove
- You remember when it was ok to have fake cigarette candy and gum
- You remember THE PARTY (mickey mouse club)
- You knew all 6 the voltron pilots
- You remember farie tale theatre
- You remember crystal pepsi
- You remember Sigmund the Sea Monster, Beanie and Cecil, and Puff the Magic Dragon
- "You take the good, you take the bad, you take them both . . ."
- You still say "DYNOMIIITE!!!"
- You remember when computers were those small little things just used to type
letters
--You remember when Bart Simpson was popular.
- You owned a talking Alf doll ("give me four")
- You remember when John Cusack was in almost as many movies as Molly Ringwald
- You remember the jokes and riddles from the Giggle Patch on the Magic Garden
- You remember when the prizes were INSIDE the cereal box
- You first saw Alanis Morisette on You Can't Do That On Television, and remember it!

Moonflower bloomed at 1:29 PM }

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

You're a Unicorn! Unicorns are pure, innocent,
majestic creatures that have a spiraling white
horn growing out of their forehead, and a white
graceful, horse's body. Unicorns represent the
sign of purity, innocence, friendship, healing,
rejuventation, and truth. Your horn is rare
prized, but you tend to be naive, lured by a
child's cry. Unicorns are rare, beautiful and
shy mythical creatures, and you are lucky to be
one.

What Mythical Beast are you?
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Moonflower bloomed at 4:01 PM }

Monday, October 11, 2004

Note to self: Zingers Out, Happy Thoughts In ( please?!)

Each one of has his or her own "thing" that he/she keeps on coming back to for some sense of enlightenment...for some " ah yeah how can I forget that?!" moment. Some turn to books, some listen to a particular song, some to his/her bestfriend. I do have my own sources of that. It just dawns on me what I need when I need it. One of them is (and don't snicker)is the movie You've Got Mail.

Today, just minutes before I started writing this, I went back to visit their website to look for this particular line in one of Joe Fox's ( Tom Hanks)e-mail to Kathleen Kelly( Meg Ryan)

Subject:
Date: 11/1/98 8:27:18 PM Eastern Standard Time
From: NY152
To: Shopgirl

" Wouldn't it be wonderful if I could pass all my zingers to you and then I would never behave badly and you could behave badly all the time and we'd both be happy?But then, on the other hand, I must warn you that when you finally have the pleasure of saying the thing you mean to say the moment you mean to say it, remorse inevitably follows..."

He could have been talking right to me because that's how I am when frustrated. Crazy thoughts would run through my head. I would often think I know everything like I actually conducted a scientific experiment. I would gather some variables and then I would wait. Wait for the results. In a few minutes I would think I pretty much have the answers and then I jump into conclusions. I mean,really jump....jump at the person I made a hasty conclusion on. I would say all the things I think and feel based on what I think I know. And I feel bad because oftentimes it is this one person out of the many people I care for that gets the "zingers" from me. And he wouldn't say anything. He would probably be feeling bad and irritated and all but he would just act nonchalantly about it. At least to me. He is the image of cool, calm, and collected. Even when angry, he would get creative about it. Nothing wasted at all on this guy coz he knows how to handle himself so well. I, on the otherhand, would belike a duck...all quacking and quacking. Hahahaha! Now I am laughing at myself. But it isn't really funny. I guess he is just used to me and my idiosyncrasies by now. Still, I wouldn't want to always be hypersensitive just because he would always understand. Someday he might just get tired of it and would decide enough is enough. I am sure I would not want that to happen.

Everytime doubts and frustration would creep in I would just have to think of lollipops and candies, rainbow colors and white-sand beaches and gorgeous hunks
(why not? lol!), of daisies and sunflowers, hugs and kisses, carousel and joyrides, of my nephew lance and niece athena, and many others. Any happy thoughts ( please tina...hehehehe!) just to keep the zingers out.

Moonflower bloomed at 1:26 PM }

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Jasmine Trias...NOT!:D

Love Ko 'To

I sing of little dreams
riding melodies ever since I could speak.
Seeing smiles light up as my notes
Free spirits, caress emotions

And now a chance to be
Among my idols
who share my passion
To win a crowd of thousands
To laugh with, to belong
To touch more hearts
To share my song

Here I am , before you all
hear me now
finally I'm home
This stage and I, we're inseparable
I'm singing my song
papara papa
Love ko 'to.

This always reminds me
The life I love, I owe to my family
And no matter where my rhythm takes me
By my side is where they'll always be
And now a chance to be
Among my idols who share my passion
To win a crowd of thousands
to laugh with, to belong
To touch more hearts, to share my song.

Here I am , before you all
hear me now
finally I'm home
This stage and I, we're inseparable
I'm singing my song
papara papa
Love ko 'to
It'll never fade away
It'll never fade away.

Here I am , before you all
hear me now
finally I'm home
This stage and I, we're inseparable
I'm singing my song
papara papa
I'm singing my song
papara papa
I'm singing my , I'm singing my song
Love ko 'to.

Moonflower bloomed at 2:58 PM }

Friday, October 08, 2004

Sometimes You Just Know

I start my day thinking and waiting if it will be different from previous

days. But a few minutes into it and I realize it has been the same as it was

since that seemingly ordinary July day. That day when, amidst my boring life,

he came to bring the sunshine in. I have not been the same since. I don't know what

it is that he has that makes me feel the way I do. And I can't pinpoint what

endeared him to me not because he is devoid of something good to show. On the

contrary, he is a gem with many beautiful sides that my heart can't seem to tell for

sure which reeled it right in.

It is amazing how in his busy world with friends, he manages to still

somehow paint my world with different colors. In every smile. In every word.

When the sun peeks through the clouds, a vision of him comes right through

like a splash ofrainbow colors. When the rain falls on my parade, he gently

pulls me close to him and tells me it is alright to just sit for a while.

He reminds me that I don't have to always apologize when I just need to

take a break for awhile in order to regain the strength I need.

Sometimes, though, he and the circumstances surrounding us are the reasons

why I cry.Questions come to me and there seems to be no answer.Neither

one of us knows the answer to the whys. It is when it hurts knowing I

want to understand with what I know, small they maybe, and feeling

inadequate in trying to do so. I get this feeling like it is taking me

awhile to grow into the bond we have. And at times I feel like giving

up for I feel I am weaving sadness and doubt into the friendship we

have, something I absolutely do not want for it. But it is proving

to be a worse idea to give up on something that has made a meaning of

itself. What we have already has a life of its own.

I can be jealous, frustrated, disappointed in him and in me. There are days when

he seems to be spaced out that I cannot seem to get through him and speaking to

myself seems to be a better idea. But he snaps out of whatever reverie he is in

after a short while and he comes back better ( I think) and with just the littlest

sign, if any of distraught. Things may not be already fixed but he manages to come

back. It is there again, that candid sweetmess reminding me that he hasn't really

left, he just took a break.

Of course, it is not always easy for me to accept when he is gone for days. I worry about him

and it bothers me that no matter how I express my concern for him, he seems to be

bent in staying in that corner he is in. But day by day I am beginning to accept and

understand him.I don't take it personally anymore, at least not as much as before.

The way I see it, he is the type of guy that you either hate or love. And there is

no way I am hating this guy.

I just tell myself I have my own life to live, own tasks to face, own friends and

family to spend time with. I try to let him feel that I am not into him that much. I

make him feel that we can be in one place at the same time and I won't even be

affected by his presence at all. I let him see that my world is bigger than what I

feel for him. It should be the case anyway. I couldn't let myself be that in love

with someone that I'll make him bigger than my life. Better get that into my head.

But oftentimes, I just cannot kid myself. I know for a fact I carry this hope in me

that when he sits down for a moment I will cross his mind and he'll see someone who

has something going on for her. Who is capable of doing so many things...just as how

I see him. That is why I am trying to become better. He inspires me. I don't know

how he does it and I hope this doesn't get into his head but he has managed to be

special enough for me to see him as a part of my life. He may not be bigger than my

life but he brings something good in it anyway and he is already a part of it. No

ifs and buts about it.

Tomorrow is another day to face. I don't have a perfect clue as to what it will be like

except for one thing...that I love him. I don't regret orfeel bad that I already

know this for sure because it is like having a glimpse of the first day of the rest

of my life. I feel in my heart I will always be loving him and that's where it

becomes beautiful for me. The rest will just be like a high but leveled plateu. I

can get married someday, be a millionaire, be fulfilled to the core. But he will

always be the highest point of it all. Time may come when what I feel may evolve

into a different kind than the love I have for him right now but it will never be

less special. And I won't grow tired of him because the more I love him the more I

discover what I am good at and what I can improve on. And the more I get to know and

see him too. I believe that each day he will be bringing with him a different color

to brighten my life. He will always have a new and yet pleasantly familar way of

holding my heart in his hands. Everyday a different charm in his smile. Always

having a balance of sweetness and candor that renews itself everyday. He doesn't

even have to try. I will be falling in love with him all over again as the sun

shines over the horizon... just like the first time. And someday, even if poetry

refuses to rhyme and even if my mind begins looking for a reason that my heart does

not need, I will still love him.

Moonflower bloomed at 5:16 PM }

GUILTY PLEASURES

Jasmine Trio

Jasmine Trias is here in the Philippines right now and is the latest endorser of Mcdonald's. The trio consists of a Large Fries, Strawberry Float, and a Jasmine cd with the Mcdonald's song. I heard the song and I think it is nice. Will be posting the lyrics later.
Anyway, back to the food. really the love the strawberry float. The vanilla ice cream settled on the ice so I used the straw so Ican have them. I wasn't satisfied so I ate some of the ice with the vanilla ice cream on them. Yummy! Of course the fries are good. Too much salt though, I think.

Gosh, I want more Strawberry Float. :D

Moonflower bloomed at 1:21 PM }

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

MORE WORDS RELATED TO SEX

Don't worry there is no C-Z and even if there is I wouldn't be filling my blog with the entire list. A-B is too much as it is. :D

= B =

Ball dancing : bell dancing; self flagellation by hanging fruit from hooks in skin

Bardajes: young gay male lover

Barosmia: arousal from smell

Basoexia: arousal from kissing

Bath house: commercial baths, some of which allow sex on premises

Bi-Sexuality: people with sexual attraction for both sexes

Bigynist: sex between one male and two females

Bihari surgery: cutting ligament above arnis to make it appear longer

Bindings: wrapping feet or genitals with string or lace

Bivirist: sex between one female and two males

Blastolagnia: person aroused by young females

Blindfolding: covering the eyes

Body Painting: temporary designs drawn on body

Body Worship: sex game where partner is made to adore another's body

Bondage: physical or mental restriction of partner

Bordellos: houses of prostitution

Bottom: passive partner who experiences stimuli during sex games, masochist, slave, submissive

Botulinonia: using a sausage as a dildo

Bouginonia: female masturbation from the use of objects such as dildos that stretch open the mantikilya

Brachioprotic eroticism: a deep form of fisting where the arm enters the anus

Bradycubia: slow movement during penetration

Branding: burning patterns or initials into flesh

Buggery: anal sex

Bundling: partners sleeping together clothed and without sex

Bushie Mall: agoraphilia; sex in an open area

Butt plugs: anal inserts used for masturbation

*I removed some of the words and their respective definition. What you've just read has already been edited to weed out the really icky stuff.lol!

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WORDS RELATED TO SEX

(haha! do u know what I am thinking? don't be so sure...you could be wrong)

This is just to educate you and me. Really.

And can anyone please tell me what mantikilya is. Isn't that butter? I am sure I saw that word once or twice when I browsed through the words and their definitions.
You will also find the word arnis and I don't know what that means. Arms, maybe? And some words' meaning are way to eeeeewwwwwwww! But there are those that can be...hahahaha better not incriminate myself! *rolleyes* :D

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Abduction: to kidnap or carry a person away by force, also used in sex play

Abrasions: scratching or rubbing off skin

Abstinence: celibacy

Acmegenesis: orgasm

Acomoclitic: preference for hairless genitals

Acousticophilia: arousal from sounds

Acrophilia: arousal from heights or high altitudes

Acrotomophilia: sexual preference for amputees

Actirasty: arousal from exposure to sun's rays

Acucullophallia: circumcision

Acupressure: pressure points on body that induce certain responses, some sexual

Adolescentilism: cross-dressing or playing the role of an adolescent

Adultery: having sex outside a marriage

Agalmatophilia: arousal from statues or mannequins; also called pygmalionism

Agenobiosis: married couple who consent to live together without sex

Agonophilia: person who is aroused by partner pretending to struggle

Agoraphilia: arousal from open spaces or having sex in public

Agrexophilia: arousal from others knowing you are having sex

Albutophilia: arousal from water

Algophilia: arousal from experiencing pain

Aliphineur: person using lotion to arouse partner

Alloerasty: use of nudity of another person to arouse partner

Allopellia: having orgasm from watching others engaging in sex

Allorgasmia: arousal from fantasizing about someone other than one's partner

Allotriorasty: arousal from partners of other nations or races

Alphamegamia: arousal from partner of different age group

Altocalciphilia: high heel fetish

Alvinolagnia: stomach fetish

Amatripsis: masturbation by rubbing labia together

Amaurophilia: preference for a blind or blindfolded sex partner

Amomaxia: sex in a parked car

Ambisexual: bi-sexual

Amelotasis: attraction to absence of limb

Amelotation: loss of a limb

Amphisexual: bi-sexual

Amychesis: act of scratching partner during sexual passion

Anaclitism: arousal from items used as infant

Analinctus: licking anus

Analingus: rimming or penetration of anus with tongue

Anasteemaphilia: attraction to taller or shorter partners

Androgyny: having both male & female characteristics

Androgynophilia: bi-sexual

Androidism: arousal from robots with human features

Andromania: nymphomania

Androminetophilia: arousal from female partner who dresses like male

Androsodomy: anal sex with a male partner

Anililagnia: arousal from older female sex partner

Anisonogamist: attraction to either older or younger partner

Anocratism: anal sex

Amomaxia: sex in parked car

Anomeatia: anal sex with a female partner

Anophilemia: kissing anus

Antholagnia: arousal from smelling flowers

Anthropomorphism: attributing human characteristics to half-human half-animal characters

Apellous: circumcision

Aphallatia: celibacy

Aphrodisiacs: drugs stimulating a sexual response

Apistia: adultery

Arrhenothigmophilous: nymphomania

Arsometry: anal sex

Artificial insemination: deposit of sperm into the mantikilya by methods other than male penetration of the mantikilya

Asceticism: religious self-denial often including celibacy

Asthenolagnia: arousal from weakness or being humiliated

Astyphia: impotence

Asynodia: celibacy particularly due to impotence

Auctions: public sale with item or sex slave going to highest bidder

Autagonistophilia: exhibitionism, arousal from exposing naked body or genitals to strangers while on stage or while being photographed

Autogynephilia: arousal from crossdressing

Automasochism: arousal from inflicting intense sensations or pain on one's own body

Autoerotica: self induced arousal (i.e. fantasies or other aids)

Automysophilia: arousal from being dirty or defiled

Autonepiophilia: infantilism; arousal from dressing or being treated like infant

*I removed some of the words and their respective definition.What you've just read has already been edited to weed out the really icky stuff.