 From A Walk To Remember Landon: Can you find this star, right here? Jamie: Sure. So why am I looking for this star? Landon: Because I had it named for you. See? It's official. It's from the International Star Registry. Jamie: This is wonderful... I love you. 
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Monday, May 03, 2004 A LETTER TO MY BOODear boo, As I write this I am in tears again ( not that it matters) because I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I knew what you wanted and I tried to give it the best way I could. I didn't want to leave your side because I remember you worrying I would leave you alone. What I didn't expect was you asking me why I kept on following you and doubting you. We were barely together for a week and of course I would think that at that point we were still establishing our relationship and our bond. How could you have grown tired of me easily? I guess I know the answer to the question. It is just that it isn't easy dealing with it , you know. I tried you know but how can I trust you when we didn't have anything to build our trust on? I would come to you in order to strike a conversation and you'd sit there quietly and would say nothing. You'd say you are not thinking of anything but I could sense it. There's really no point in going about this over and over but I have to. I have to go through with this, you know? But I will get over you somehow. After all I made the decision to break it up. You were saying you'd think about it first but I didn't want it because I knew you were just delaying or avoiding it. That's why as much as it hurts I broke up with you. I was hoping you'd say you'd rather think about it but you didn't . I have never broken up with anyone before because I feel it is difficult to say it out loud and I don't know if I can do such a thing to someone who has become a part of my life. I might not be that emotionally strong. But I did it with you...break up though my heart was shouting NO! It's all for the better, though. That's what friends tell me and I know so. I am not seeing it right now because of how hurt I am but I will get there and be able to gently accept that we were never meant to be. You are still young and I know in time you will grow up to be a fine man. Be happy and don't settle for anything less than what you deserve. You owe it to no one but yourself. I LOVE YOU STILL. |